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Monday, July 2, 2012

akhir sebuah rasa...

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title of song kenangan semalam by olan...

ya akhir sebuah rasa bila akhirnya dia buat keputusan untuk mengakhiri zama bujang nye dalam masa terdekat ni..
first of all congratulation to you and your future wife..
I'm happy for you... walaupun dalam hati hanya ALLAH yang tahu...
sakit.. itu yang kurasakan bila dapat tahu...
namun aku tahu jodoh antara kita memang tak ada...


thanks to my best friend sebab bagi tahu kat aku...
maaf jugak sebab buat kamu risau tentang hati aku..
i can lie to you but i just can't lie to myself..
it's true.. deep in my heart...
masih ada nama dia dihati ni...
4 tahun... lama masa berlalu...
tapi ak masih bodoh seperti dulu.. masih ada rasa sayang pada dia..
aku tergamam bukan hanya terkejut tapi kerna aku tahu betapa punah nya hati aku saat itu..



let go things that can no longer be fixed...
if you force to try to put them back,
things will only get worse..
holding one is being brave, but sometimes..
moving on make you even tougher...

i keep telling myself just move on...
dia dah pun melangkah pergi mulakan hidup baru...
kalau setahun yang lepas dia masih ada untuk aku..
tapi kini dia bakal menjadi milik orang lain...
just move on!!!!
but it's not easy to do it...
orang boleh cakap apa saje tapi untuk melakukan nya...

tapi.. nak buat macam mana kan...
bende dah jadi... dah berlalu pun...
move on and have a good life...
insyaallah i can do it... but it's take time..
i hope... one day.... i will find a person like you...
maybe you are to good for me...
have a happy life with your new family...
thanks for inviting me, but i can't go there...
sekali pun aku tak ada paper exam hari tu,
takkan mampu kaki ni melangkah melihat dirimu di atas sana...
and for me....

p/s: 8 July 2012... i will always remember that date...
barakallah hulakuma wabaraka... tahniah!!

which hurt the most??


have you ever wondered which hurts the most?

saying something and wishing you hadn't?

or saying nothing and wishing you had....

i guess the most important things are the hardest things to say..
don't be afraid to tell someone you love them..

if you do, they might break your heart, if you don't you might break theirs..

have you ever decide not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
your heart decides whom it like and whom it doesn't..

you can't tell your heart what to do.. it does it on its own..
when you least suspect it or even don't want it to...

have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was to afraid to let you??

to many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much..
fo r fear that the person does not care as much or even at all..

have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle???

we tell lies when we are afraid, afraid of what we don't know...
afraid of what others will think..
afraid of what will be found out about us...

but every time we tell lies, the things we fear grows stronger...

life is all about risks and it requires you to jump..

don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done or could have had...

p/s: credit to hlovate.. from novel 5 tahun 5 bulan...
it's true when they said...
don't be a person who has to look back... be brave.. if you want it try your best to get it...
hope... you will not be just like me...
let go and always wonder if it's the best decision I've ever made..
happy day.. happy life... happy always..