sesalan yg melampau2....

hmmmm :-< hny tu je yg mampu ak bt tok ms nih....
sesalan yg dtg bertubi2... tp yg pastinya benda da jadi n ak x blh nak salah kan sape n ak x blh nak nyesal...
so skrng ape yg blh ak bt hanya jadikan iktibar n never do da same mistake again n again in the future... now... can u tell me how should i tell my parents about my result!!!!
selama ni ak x pnh hampa kan diorng, even ak x da la pandai mn tp before this ak x pnh failed or gagal seteruk nih... how should i faced it!!!!
tp kan when i need someone by my side ssh btol nk cr kan... tapi syukur masih ada yg mahu menenagkan hati dan perasaan ni d saat ak terumbang ambing.... thanks 2 you KASIH MYA n GOLD2.. thanks a lot cos tenanngkan yuki...
jus like u said gold2 things happened with a reasons so be strong!!! i'll try 2 be strong enough but i dnt know how 2 tell my parents about this... should i lie 2 them... i dnt thnk so.... so what should i do!!!! next week my final exam for this intersession.. buntu kpala otak nih... :(
just 1 pesan aku bt diri sendiri saat nih.... ape yg berlaku ms lalu x kan mampu di undur semula... apa yg ada skrng ni kita harus depani dgn tabah dan ape yg berlaku pada ms dpn kita mampu mencorak nya... sesal skrng mmg x da gn tp kita mampu m;gubahnya... n that what im going 2 do... from now on i will focus on my study... ckp skali ak gagal mcm nih... ak x mau bende ni terjadi lgi.... even bende nio blh ak perbaiki di sem2 akan dtg tapi bila sampai saat harus di khabarkan berita ni pd parents ak... ak x sanggup membayangkan wajah hampa mereka... n this will be the last time ak ilang ficus... after this i'll try harder 2 di better then this!!!

i love u mak abah hope u know that n im sorry cos kecewa kan mak abah!!!!